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So Long Suckers, Help Me Suckers

by The Mara

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1.
Flipping out to Claire Spinning in a square Hitting all my usual plot beats Things that I don't try And how I'd like to die Surrounded by dolls and shark's teeth Another cry for help Just slightly overwhelmed I feel like you'll all leave me Only if I'm scared The dancers are in pairs Who've never had the stinging joy of flipping out to Claire Rate it 1 through 9 And I'll be stuck on 3 for all my life Rate it 1 through 9 And I'll languish on a 3 for all of time Flipping out to Claire Spinning in a square Hitting all my relative soft spots I'm letting down the side You tell me that it's fine It's hard to tell somebody that they kinda saved your life Rate it 1 through 9 And I'll be stuck on 3 for all my life Rate it 1 through 9 And I'll languish on a 3 for all of time Rate it 1 through 9 And I was stuck on a 3 for all my life Rate it 1 through 9 But tomorrow, well, I swear that I'll be fine
2.
Couch to 5K 02:23
I go numb And so I think I'll watch 'Inside' again To see if anything has changed My phone informs me That I went to 18 bars And ran a 'Couch to 5K' And when I finally fucking do it I'll leave a note a novel long And then I'll never have to deal with this Never have to deal with this again And when I speak to you I still sweat out my palms And so I'll never have to deal with you Never have to deal with you again I should make use of that Couch to 5K And run myself into the sea Disguise my body In an aqua marine ghillie So lifeguards won't notice me And when I finally fucking do it I'll leave a note a novel long And then I'll never have to deal with this Never have to deal with this again Don't want to deal with this So I'll never fucking deal with this again And I'm so happy I can't explain... I should make use of that Couch to 5K And run myself into the sea Couch to 5K
3.
Richard III 02:29
Parading the skyline Richard III They will see you ruling The end of the world In the sodium air On the palace's stair Your skulls festering In the sun And you're our lucky caller Please compete for the prize Of another slow infection In a better disguise We're here with Richard III Forever unheard Going live To the slanderous ones Save your explanations For subjects with money to spare In these blank nations All we do is suffocate Sulphur plastic holiday Richard, honey, I will see you there And we're living our lives like Richard III As watchers scan the skyline For patterns in birds I hunch in the nest With a crick in my neck Remembered as a monster I'll die Save your exclamations For subjects with a little more time They go to other nations To leave you high and mighty Leave you high and dry Richard watch 'em go Watch 'em go
4.
A decadent walks Abandon your third person As I meet your crashing plane With a time piece and a weather vane The conversation Gives way to minor fantasy One where we kickback Spending all day Taking horse with Malcolm Lowry Spending all day With you Tomorrow sinks down Your plane is fucking off And I'm composing lies Two short stories and an alibi I'd rather just shoot The messenger sometime So I can live my dream of Spending all day Taking horse with Malcolm Lowry Spending all day With you I've got dreams, don't you? I've got dreams I know you've got them too And I think I'd like to... Get to know you Spending all day Taking horse with Malcolm Lowry Spending all day With you
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6.
Shock therapy's done fuck all To lighten the mood, hasn't it? So your get your 'usband to by himself an army of rats With a tennis racquet And she's in the paper cut sun Reading a bad book And so she ponders with another even lonelier man Just to make it a habit Whilst her husband is taking a hit for the team From the filing cabinet Saying 'Who are you' Between slithers of food But the weirds are severed Between heaven for good And even shock therapy Won't lighten the mood From the brain-fever birds
7.
You're in a different tax bracket I'm not gonna say it's a competition But it is I've been looking at old photographs of me That I didn't take but that you should see I think you'd like the old me I slash between breakdowns Trying to figure out where the water is And where you aren't leaking through And I've been falling apart recently But I guess no one's noticed So I'll drop flirty little hints of failure And in the trade we call that suspense... You won't be my salvation At least not until I say And light up like a Tickle Me Elmo Everyday That's good enough for fifth place kid You should get a Nobel Prize That's good enough for the table or the fridge You should fucking die I wish you'd all fucking die It's not getting any better but I'm gonna pretend it will You're in a different tax bracket It's not a competition But I'll supply you with the odds sometime And then I'll jump straight out the window You won't be my savlation Until the locked room mystery's solved And I light up like a Tickle Me Elmo And dissolve
8.
Lord Bicycle 01:23
You watched a magpie die in Costessy I smile it off and so do you Remarking on the parallels of all romantic animals Whilst you're avoiding Lord Bicycle I guess our ice age never happened But I'm happiest when I'm with you I haunt you through the Holocene And hold your hair as you careen Into the arms of Lord Bicylce His hands are extremely clean Here in the path of Lord Bicycle He says we should talk sometime
9.
What's the story, Mrs. Lind? Have we hit or overshot Amsterdam? How can we sustain these linkages? What's the story, Mrs. Lind? Another text from a camera shy intimate... I've something say if you'll let me Leave me crushed in vines Oh that your heart? Just break mine I'm the layer between your rocket and the sky What's the story, Mrs. Lind? I'll have you know, I'm awfully considerate And I murdered the bugs in your cardigan I'll completely Fall away I'll completely Fall apart or fall away Sing the ocean dry Oh that's your heart? Just hold mine While I scoop out my contagion from your eyes Nice try Mrs. Lind, nice try...
10.
A graph to track my fresh decline On which you exist as a mess of lines And in days stripped of fat, I'll draw blood, and realise It's okay to be a drone in your hive And if you need to hurt me I won't stop you now Sometimes the castle Just needs knocking down And I'm as easy to ruin as anything So here's your piece of rended flesh Cutting my fingers on your edge And if you hurt me now I'm just glad you see me As a congealment, a fatty mass, a solidness And I came to at sunrise Face down in the ground I walked home and saw you Standing in a crowd So if you want to hurt me I can't stop you now Sometimes the castle Just needs knocking down And I'm feeling less in debt to your everyday
11.
A patchy signal Between our lifeboats Bobbing shorewards In a hole I saw All I ever wanted Waiting If you get lost I will float with you Hear your stories If you'd like me to All I ever wanted Waiting All I ever wanted Was to wait here with you

about

'I'm just one person and I'm not very good at anything.'
Kathy Acker

This album is named after a quote from Scooby Doo 2 Monsters Unleashed. It's a serious album.

Track 1 is maybe too similar to 'Stars' by Hum.

Track 2 is actually not like 'Inside' but like 'Make Happy'.

Track 3 is a post-apocalyptic car park.

Track 4 is aware that Lowry was more into mescal.

Track 5 is video game music.

Track 6 is a plot summary of 'Who Are You' by Anna Kavan

Track 7 is so fucking dumb,

Track 8 is a horrid little ecological number.

Track 9 is a resurrected opera singer superfan.

Track 10 is a little too mushy for me.

Track is similar but it stops.

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released December 29, 2023

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The Mara London, UK

"You can never be strong/ You can only be free."
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